Well, my best friend is pissed off at me and I don't know why. Apparently, I said something offensive an entire month ago, and of course I can't remember what I said, and now my friend won't get over herself (and her grudge) and tell me what I did wrong. Sad days. So now I'm mad because she's mad at me over something I don't remember, and she knows that I don't remember what I could have possibly said to piss her off. So now I've spent countless hours of my time, which is very limited, sending this friend countless messages saying that I'm sorry, and spending lunch with her trying to get her to talk to me about what I did that pissed her off so much.

Now I'm just frustrated, not to mention irritated, with her, and it's causing me to be unplesant and snappy, which triggers massive arguments with my family about how I should not let people walk all over me, which I don't. I'm generally a nice person who hates to fight with what few friends I have. But once I feel that something has gone on for too long, I get very hot-headed and then I try to unsucsefully fix the problem, which, of course, makes everything worse and I wind up making myself and everyone around me miserable. I'm not a plesant person once I get to this state of being.

In this case, however, I have gotten past the "angry bitch" phase, and now I'm just confused and hurt because my best friend, whom I rarely fight with, is mad at me for something offensive I did eons ago, and she won't forgive me. Sad days.