Oof...I haven't changed my journal in forever... Although, the story hasn't changed much. My friend is still mad at me, but now I'm mad at her...sort of... I really can't make sense of things. Maybe I"m trying too hard? Perhaps. Perhaps not. Who knows? Perhaps all of you people are actually brain-sucking aliens from the planet Zokk of a distant universe... and perhaps I've been reading too much Calvin and Hobbes... or I'm just nuts... Either way you look at it, It's me just being...me. Not that it's a bad thing...unless you get yelled at for it...which has been happening a lot to me lately... Of course, it's not my fault that I'm not a telepath. Which is what certian people (but not any of you guys) seem to take me for. So basically, what happened is that I was in a good mood (which is unusal for me in the winter) because it has been sunny where I live (which is rare). My friend was in a sour mood and had been snapping at me all day--because I was being myself. Finally, I ask her why she's been so pissy at me (and only me, I might add). She tells me that she's been really tired lately, and has a headache. Sure, tell me now when you could have told me this sooner, and not put me into a sour mood, too. I'm not a telepath, dangit!! To make things worse, I've been a little irritable with her lately because she's been going on non-stop about *shudder* Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts (two games I absolutely despise with a burning passion--no offense to you fans out there, it has nothing to do with you, just my friend). My friend, unfortunatly, is incredibly obssessed with these two games, and it's gotten to the point where someone needs to chain her down and remind her that they're just GAMES!!! She really needs to get with reality and freaking stop with the FF this, or KH that, and just get a life!! And, I hate fighting with her, espically because every time I do, I still wind up not having actually gotten my feelings about her over-board obssession with those stupid games across to her, mostly because every time I try, she gets mad at me because I sit there and take the time to listen/read every thing she says, consider the fact that she uses the games as an outlet for her anger, and then I tell her that even though I know that she likes the games, she can't always talk about them 24/7 because that's what makes me tick. She then explodes at me, and it starts all over again. If she'd just consider the fact that I've told her time and time again that those games bug me, she still has to talk about them. It's frustrating, because there I am, the person who will always listen to your problem, give you advise when you ask for it, and help you get through it without physical conflict, and then when I go to talk about my problems and what not, I end up getting yelled at and have to calm my friend down, and of course, my feelings and problems don't get resolved. Rather one-sided, right?
I really hate fighting with my friends.